THE WARDEN
PART 9
Chapter
XVII
Sir Abraham Haphazard
Mr Harding
was shown into a comfortable inner sitting-room, looking more like a
gentleman's book-room than a lawyer's chambers, and there waited for Sir
Abraham. Nor was he kept waiting long: in ten or fifteen minutes he heard a
clatter of voices speaking quickly in the passage, and then the
attorney-general entered.
"Very
sorry to keep you waiting, Mr Warden," said Sir Abraham, shaking hands
with him; "and sorry, too, to name so disagreeable an hour; but your notice
was short, and as you said to-day, I named the very earliest hour that was not
disposed of."
Mr Harding
assured him that he was aware that it was he that should apologise.
Sir
Abraham was a tall thin man, with hair prematurely gray, but bearing no other
sign of age; he had a slight stoop, in his neck rather than his back, acquired
by his constant habit of leaning forward as he addressed his various audiences.
He might be fifty years old, and would have looked young for his age, had not
constant work hardened his features, and given him the appearance of a machine
with a mind. His face was full of intellect, but devoid of natural expression.
You would say he was a man to use, and then have done with; a man to be sought
for on great emergencies, but ill-adapted for ordinary services; a man whom you
would ask to defend your property, but to whom you would be sorry to confide
your love. He was bright as a diamond, and as cutting, and also as
unimpressionable. He knew everyone whom to know was an honour, but he was
without a friend; he wanted none, however, and knew not the meaning of the word
in other than its parliamentary sense. A friend! Had he not always been
sufficient to himself, and now, at fifty, was it likely that he should trust
another? He was married, indeed, and had children, but what time had he for the
soft idleness of conjugal felicity? His working days or term times were
occupied from his time of rising to the late hour at which he went to rest, and
even his vacations were more full of labour than the busiest days of other men.
He never quarrelled with his wife, but he never talked to her;—he never had
time to talk, he was so taken up with speaking. She, poor lady, was not
unhappy; she had all that money could give her, she would probably live to be a
peeress, and she really thought Sir Abraham the best of husbands.
Sir
Abraham was a man of wit, and sparkled among the brightest at the dinner-tables
of political grandees: indeed, he always sparkled; whether in society, in the
House of Commons, or the courts of law, coruscations flew from him; glittering
sparkles, as from hot steel, but no heat; no cold heart was ever cheered by
warmth from him, no unhappy soul ever dropped a portion of its burden at his
door.
With him
success alone was praiseworthy, and he knew none so successful as himself. No
one had thrust him forward; no powerful friends had pushed him along on his
road to power. No; he was attorney-general, and would, in all human
probability, be lord chancellor by sheer dint of his own industry and his own
talent. Who else in all the world rose so high with so little help? A premier,
indeed! Who had ever been premier without mighty friends? An archbishop! Yes,
the son or grandson of a great noble, or else, probably, his tutor. But he, Sir
Abraham, had had no mighty lord at his back; his father had been a country
apothecary, his mother a farmer's daughter. Why should he respect any but
himself? And so he glitters along through the world, the brightest among the
bright; and when his glitter is gone, and he is gathered to his fathers, no eye
will be dim with a tear, no heart will mourn for its lost friend.
"And
so, Mr Warden," said Sir Abraham, "all our trouble about this lawsuit
is at an end."
Mr Harding
said he hoped so, but he didn't at all understand what Sir Abraham meant. Sir
Abraham, with all his sharpness, could not have looked into his heart and read
his intentions.
"All
over. You need trouble yourself no further about it; of course they must pay
the costs, and the absolute expense to you and Dr Grantly will be
trifling,—that is, compared with what it might have been if it had been
continued."
"I
fear I don't quite understand you, Sir Abraham."
"Don't
you know that their attorneys have noticed us that they have withdrawn the
suit?"
Mr Harding
explained to the lawyer that he knew nothing of this, although he had heard in
a roundabout way that such an intention had been talked of; and he also at
length succeeded in making Sir Abraham understand that even this did not
satisfy him. The attorney-general stood up, put his hands into his breeches'
pockets, and raised his eyebrows, as Mr Harding proceeded to detail the
grievance from which he now wished to rid himself.
"I
know I have no right to trouble you personally with this matter, but as it is of
most vital importance to me, as all my happiness is concerned in it, I thought
I might venture to seek your advice."
Sir
Abraham bowed, and declared his clients were entitled to the best advice he
could give them; particularly a client so respectable in every way as the
Warden of Barchester Hospital.
"A
spoken word, Sir Abraham, is often of more value than volumes of written
advice. The truth is, I am ill-satisfied with this matter as it stands at
present. I do see—I cannot help seeing, that the affairs of the hospital are
not arranged according to the will of the founder."
"None
of such institutions are, Mr Harding, nor can they be; the altered
circumstances in which we live do not admit of it."
"Quite
true—that is quite true; but I can't see that those altered circumstances give
me a right to eight hundred a year. I don't know whether I ever read John
Hiram's will, but were I to read it now I could not understand it. What I want
you, Sir Abraham, to tell me, is this:—am I, as warden, legally and distinctly
entitled to the proceeds of the property, after the due maintenance of the
twelve bedesmen?"
Sir
Abraham declared that he couldn't exactly say in so many words that Mr Harding
was legally entitled to, &c., &c., &c., and ended in expressing a
strong opinion that it would be madness to raise any further question on the
matter, as the suit was to be,—nay, was, abandoned.
Mr
Harding, seated in his chair, began to play a slow tune on an imaginary
violoncello.
"Nay,
my dear sir," continued the attorney-general, "there is no further
ground for any question; I don't see that you have the power of raising
it."
"I
can resign," said Mr Harding, slowly playing away with his right hand, as
though the bow were beneath the chair in which he was sitting.
"What!
throw it up altogether?" said the attorney-general, gazing with utter
astonishment at his client.
"Did
you see those articles in The Jupiter?" said Mr Harding, piteously,
appealing to the sympathy of the lawyer.
Sir
Abraham said he had seen them. This poor little clergyman, cowed into such an
act of extreme weakness by a newspaper article, was to Sir Abraham so
contemptible an object, that he hardly knew how to talk to him as to a rational
being.
"Hadn't
you better wait," said he, "till Dr Grantly is in town with you?
Wouldn't it be better to postpone any serious step till you can consult with
him?"
Mr Harding
declared vehemently that he could not wait, and Sir Abraham began seriously to
doubt his sanity.
"Of
course," said the latter, "if you have private means sufficient for
your wants, and if this—"
"I
haven't a sixpence, Sir Abraham," said the warden.
"God
bless me! Why, Mr Harding, how do you mean to live?"
Mr Harding
proceeded to explain to the man of law that he meant to keep his
precentorship,—that was eighty pounds a year; and, also, that he meant to fall
back upon his own little living of Crabtree, which was another eighty pounds.
That, to be sure, the duties of the two were hardly compatible; but perhaps he
might effect an exchange. And then, recollecting that the attorney-general
would hardly care to hear how the service of a cathedral church is divided
among the minor canons, stopped short in his explanations.
Sir
Abraham listened in pitying wonder. "I really think, Mr Harding, you had
better wait for the archdeacon. This is a most serious step,—one for which, in
my opinion, there is not the slightest necessity; and, as you have done me the
honour of asking my advice, I must implore you to do nothing without the
approval of your friends. A man is never the best judge of his own
position."
"A
man is the best judge of what he feels himself. I'd sooner beg my bread till my
death than read such another article as those two that have appeared, and feel,
as I do, that the writer has truth on his side."
"Have
you not a daughter, Mr Harding,—an unmarried daughter?"
"I
have," said he, now standing also, but still playing away on his fiddle
with his hand behind his back. "I have, Sir Abraham; and she and I are
completely agreed on this subject."
"Pray
excuse me, Mr Harding, if what I say seems impertinent; but surely it is you
that should be prudent on her behalf. She is young, and does not know the
meaning of living on an income of a hundred and sixty pounds a year. On her
account give up this idea. Believe me, it is sheer Quixotism."
The warden
walked away to the window, and then back to his chair; and then, irresolute
what to say, took another turn to the window. The attorney-general was really
extremely patient, but he was beginning to think that the interview had been
long enough.
"But
if this income be not justly mine, what if she and I have both to beg?"
said the warden at last, sharply, and in a voice so different from that he had
hitherto used, that Sir Abraham was startled. "If so, it would be better
to beg."
"My
dear sir, nobody now questions its justness."
"Yes,
Sir Abraham, one does question it,—the most important of all witnesses against
me;—I question it myself. My God knows whether or no I love my daughter; but I
would sooner that she and I should both beg, than that she should live in
comfort on money which is truly the property of the poor. It may seem strange
to you, Sir Abraham, it is strange to myself, that I should have been ten years
in that happy home, and not have thought of these things till they were so
roughly dinned into my ears. I cannot boast of my conscience, when it required
the violence of a public newspaper to awaken it; but, now that it is awake, I
must obey it. When I came here, I did not know that the suit was withdrawn by
Mr Bold, and my object was to beg you to abandon my defence. As there is no
action, there can be no defence; but it is, at any rate, as well that you
should know that from to-morrow I shall cease to be the warden of the hospital.
My friends and I differ on this subject, Sir Abraham, and that adds much to my
sorrow; but it cannot be helped." And, as he finished what he had to say,
he played up such a tune as never before had graced the chambers of any
attorney-general. He was standing up, gallantly fronting Sir Abraham, and his
right arm passed with bold and rapid sweeps before him, as though he were
embracing some huge instrument, which allowed him to stand thus erect; and with
the fingers of his left hand he stopped, with preternatural velocity, a
multitude of strings, which ranged from the top of his collar to the bottom of
the lappet of his coat. Sir Abraham listened and looked in wonder. As he had
never before seen Mr Harding, the meaning of these wild gesticulations was lost
upon him; but he perceived that the gentleman who had a few minutes since been
so subdued as to be unable to speak without hesitation, was now
impassioned,—nay, almost violent.
"You'll
sleep on this, Mr Harding, and to-morrow—"
"I
have done more than sleep upon it," said the warden; "I have lain
awake upon it, and that night after night. I found I could not sleep upon it:
now I hope to do so."
The
attorney-general had no answer to make to this; so he expressed a quiet hope
that whatever settlement was finally made would be satisfactory; and Mr Harding
withdrew, thanking the great man for his kind attention.
Mr Harding
was sufficiently satisfied with the interview to feel a glow of comfort as he
descended into the small old square of Lincoln's Inn. It was a calm, bright,
beautiful night, and by the light of the moon, even the chapel of Lincoln's
Inn, and the sombre row of chambers, which surround the quadrangle, looked
well. He stood still a moment to collect his thoughts, and reflect on what he
had done, and was about to do. He knew that the attorney-general regarded him
as little better than a fool, but that he did not mind; he and the
attorney-general had not much in common between them; he knew also that others,
whom he did care about, would think so too; but Eleanor, he was sure, would
exult in what he had done, and the bishop, he trusted, would sympathise with
him.
In the
meantime he had to meet the archdeacon, and so he walked slowly down Chancery
Lane and along Fleet Street, feeling sure that his work for the night was not
yet over. When he reached the hotel he rang the bell quietly, and with a
palpitating heart; he almost longed to escape round the corner, and delay the
coming storm by a further walk round St Paul's Churchyard, but he heard the
slow creaking shoes of the old waiter approaching, and he stood his ground
manfully.
Chapter
XVIII
The Warden Is Very Obstinate
"Dr
Grantly is here, sir," greeted his ears before the door was well open,
"and Mrs Grantly. They have a sitting-room above, and are waiting up for
you."
There was
something in the tone of the man's voice which seemed to indicate that even he
looked upon the warden as a runaway schoolboy, just recaptured by his guardian,
and that he pitied the culprit, though he could not but be horrified at the
crime.
The warden
endeavoured to appear unconcerned, as he said, "Oh, indeed! I'll go
upstairs at once;" but he failed signally. There was, perhaps, a ray of
comfort in the presence of his married daughter; that is to say, of comparative
comfort, seeing that his son-in-law was there; but how much would he have
preferred that they should both have been safe at Plumstead Episcopi! However,
upstairs he went, the waiter slowly preceding him; and on the door being opened
the archdeacon was discovered standing in the middle of the room, erect,
indeed, as usual, but oh! how sorrowful! and on the dingy sofa behind him
reclined his patient wife.
"Papa,
I thought you were never coming back," said the lady; "it's twelve
o'clock."
"Yes,
my dear," said the warden. "The attorney-general named ten for my
meeting; to be sure ten is late, but what could I do, you know? Great men will
have their own way."
And he
gave his daughter a kiss, and shook hands with the doctor, and again tried to
look unconcerned.
"And
you have absolutely been with the attorney-general?" asked the archdeacon.
Mr Harding
signified that he had.
"Good
heavens, how unfortunate!" And the archdeacon raised his huge hands in the
manner in which his friends are so accustomed to see him express disapprobation
and astonishment. "What will Sir Abraham think of it? Did you not know
that it is not customary for clients to go direct to their counsel?"
"Isn't
it?" asked the warden, innocently. "Well, at any rate, I've done it
now. Sir Abraham didn't seem to think it so very strange."
The
archdeacon gave a sigh that would have moved a man-of-war.
"But,
papa, what did you say to Sir Abraham?" asked the lady.
"I
asked him, my dear, to explain John Hiram's will to me. He couldn't explain it
in the only way which would have satisfied me, and so I resigned the
wardenship."
"Resigned
it!" said the archdeacon, in a solemn voice, sad and low, but yet
sufficiently audible,—a sort of whisper that Macready would have envied, and
the galleries have applauded with a couple of rounds. "Resigned it! Good
heavens!" And the dignitary of the church sank back horrified into a
horsehair arm-chair.
"At
least I told Sir Abraham that I would resign; and of course I must now do
so."
"Not
at all," said the archdeacon, catching a ray of hope. "Nothing that
you say in such a way to your own counsel can be in any way binding on you; of
course you were there to ask his advice. I'm sure Sir Abraham did not advise
any such step."
Mr Harding
could not say that he had.
"I am
sure he disadvised you from it," continued the reverend cross-examiner.
Mr Harding
could not deny this.
"I'm
sure Sir Abraham must have advised you to consult your friends."
To this
proposition also Mr Harding was obliged to assent.
"Then
your threat of resignation amounts to nothing, and we are just where we were
before."
Mr Harding
was now standing on the rug, moving uneasily from one foot to the other. He
made no distinct answer to the archdeacon's last proposition, for his mind was
chiefly engaged on thinking how he could escape to bed. That his resignation
was a thing finally fixed on, a fact all but completed, was not in his mind a
matter of any doubt; he knew his own weakness; he knew how prone he was to be
led; but he was not weak enough to give way now, to go back from the position
to which his conscience had driven him, after having purposely come to London
to declare his determination: he did not in the least doubt his resolution, but
he greatly doubted his power of defending it against his son-in-law.
"You
must be very tired, Susan," said he: "wouldn't you like to go to
bed?"
But Susan
didn't want to go till her husband went. She had an idea that her papa might be
bullied if she were away: she wasn't tired at all, or at least she said so.
The
archdeacon was pacing the room, expressing, by certain nods of his head, his
opinion of the utter fatuity of his father-in-law.
"Why,"
at last he said,—and angels might have blushed at the rebuke expressed in his
tone and emphasis,—"Why did you go off from Barchester so suddenly? Why
did you take such a step without giving us notice, after what had passed at the
palace?"
The warden
hung his head, and made no reply: he could not condescend to say that he had
not intended to give his son-in-law the slip; and as he had not the courage to
avow it, he said nothing.
"Papa
has been too much for you," said the lady.
The
archdeacon took another turn, and again ejaculated, "Good heavens!"
this time in a very low whisper, but still audible.
"I
think I'll go to bed," said the warden, taking up a side candle.
"At
any rate, you'll promise me to take no further step without consultation,"
said the archdeacon. Mr Harding made no answer, but slowly proceeded to light
his candle.
"Of
course," continued the other, "such a declaration as that you made to
Sir Abraham means nothing. Come, warden, promise me this. The whole affair, you
see, is already settled, and that with very little trouble or expense. Bold has
been compelled to abandon his action, and all you have to do is to remain quiet
at the hospital." Mr Harding still made no reply, but looked meekly into
his son-in-law's face. The archdeacon thought he knew his father-in-law, but he
was mistaken; he thought that he had already talked over a vacillating man to
resign his promise. "Come," said he, "promise Susan to give up
this idea of resigning the wardenship."
The warden
looked at his daughter, thinking probably at the moment that if Eleanor were
contented with him, he need not so much regard his other child, and said,
"I am sure Susan will not ask me to break my word, or to do what I know to
be wrong."
"Papa,"
said she, "it would be madness in you to throw up your preferment. What
are you to live on?"
"God,
that feeds the young ravens, will take care of me also," said Mr Harding,
with a smile, as though afraid of giving offence by making his reference to
scripture too solemn.
"Pish!"
said the archdeacon, turning away rapidly. "If the ravens persisted in
refusing the food prepared for them, they wouldn't be fed." A clergyman
generally dislikes to be met in argument by any scriptural quotation; he feels
as affronted as a doctor does, when recommended by an old woman to take some
favourite dose, or as a lawyer when an unprofessional man attempts to put him
down by a quibble.
"I
shall have the living of Crabtree," modestly suggested the warden.
"Eighty
pounds a year!" sneered the archdeacon.
"And
the precentorship," said the father-in-law.
"It
goes with the wardenship," said the son-in-law. Mr Harding was prepared to
argue this point, and began to do so, but Dr Grantly stopped him. "My dear
warden," said he, "this is all nonsense. Eighty pounds or a hundred
and sixty makes very little difference. You can't live on it,—you can't ruin
Eleanor's prospects for ever. In point of fact, you can't resign; the bishop
wouldn't accept it; the whole thing is settled. What I now want to do is to
prevent any inconvenient tittle-tattle,—any more newspaper articles."
"That's
what I want, too," said the warden.
"And
to prevent that," continued the other, "we mustn't let any talk of
resignation get abroad."
"But
I shall resign," said the warden, very, very meekly.
"Good
heavens! Susan, my dear, what can I say to him?"
"But,
papa," said Mrs Grantly, getting up, and putting her arm through that of
her father, "what is Eleanor to do if you throw away your income?"
A hot tear
stood in each of the warden's eyes as he looked round upon his married
daughter. Why should one sister who was so rich predict poverty for another?
Some such idea as this was on his mind, but he gave no utterance to it. Then he
thought of the pelican feeding its young with blood from its own breast, but he
gave no utterance to that either; and then of Eleanor waiting for him at home,
waiting to congratulate him on the end of all his trouble.
"Think
of Eleanor, papa," said Mrs Grantly.
"I do
think of her," said her father.
"And
you will not do this rash thing?" The lady was really moved beyond her
usual calm composure.
"It
can never be rash to do right," said he. "I shall certainly resign
this wardenship."
"Then,
Mr Harding, there is nothing before you but ruin," said the archdeacon,
now moved beyond all endurance. "Ruin both for you and Eleanor. How do you
mean to pay the monstrous expenses of this action?"
Mrs
Grantly suggested that, as the action was abandoned, the costs would not be
heavy.
"Indeed
they will, my dear," continued he. "One cannot have the
attorney-general up at twelve o'clock at night for nothing;—but of course your
father has not thought of this."
"I
will sell my furniture," said the warden.
"Furniture!"
ejaculated the other, with a most powerful sneer.
"Come,
archdeacon," said the lady, "we needn't mind that at present. You
know you never expected papa to pay the costs."
"Such
absurdity is enough to provoke Job," said the archdeacon, marching quickly
up and down the room. "Your father is like a child. Eight hundred pounds a
year!—eight hundred and eighty with the house,—with nothing to do. The very
place for him. And to throw that up because some scoundrel writes an article in
a newspaper! Well;—I have done my duty. If he chooses to ruin his child I
cannot help it;" and he stood still at the fire-place, and looked at
himself in a dingy mirror which stood on the chimney-piece.
There was
a pause for about a minute, and then the warden, finding that nothing else was
coming, lighted his candle, and quietly said, "Good-night."
"Good-night,
papa," said the lady.
And so the
warden retired; but, as he closed the door behind him, he heard the well-known
ejaculation,—slower, lower, more solemn, more ponderous than ever,—"Good
heavens!"
Chapter
XIX
The Warden Resigns
The party
met the next morning at breakfast; and a very sombre affair it was,—very unlike
the breakfasts at Plumstead Episcopi.
There were
three thin, small, dry bits of bacon, each an inch long, served up under a huge
old plated cover; there were four three-cornered bits of dry toast, and four
square bits of buttered toast; there was a loaf of bread, and some oily-looking
butter; and on the sideboard there were the remains of a cold shoulder of
mutton. The archdeacon, however, had not come up from his rectory to St Paul's
Churchyard to enjoy himself, and therefore nothing was said of the scanty fare.
The guests
were as sorry as the viands;—hardly anything was said over the breakfast-table.
The archdeacon munched his toast in ominous silence, turning over bitter
thoughts in his deep mind. The warden tried to talk to his daughter, and she
tried to answer him; but they both failed. There were no feelings at present in
common between them. The warden was thinking only of getting back to
Barchester, and calculating whether the archdeacon would expect him to wait for
him; and Mrs Grantly was preparing herself for a grand attack which she was to
make on her father, as agreed upon between herself and her husband during their
curtain confabulation of that morning.
When the
waiter had creaked out of the room with the last of the teacups, the archdeacon
got up and went to the window as though to admire the view. The room looked out
on a narrow passage which runs from St Paul's Churchyard to Paternoster Row;
and Dr Grantly patiently perused the names of the three shopkeepers whose doors
were in view. The warden still kept his seat at the table, and examined the
pattern of the tablecloth; and Mrs Grantly, seating herself on the sofa, began
to knit.
After a
while the warden pulled his Bradshaw out of his pocket, and began laboriously
to consult it. There was a train for Barchester at 10 a.m.
That was out of the question, for it was nearly ten already. Another at 3 p.m.; another, the night-mail train, at 9 p.m. The three o'clock train would take him home to tea,
and would suit very well.
"My
dear," said he, "I think I shall go back home at three o'clock
to-day. I shall get home at half-past eight. I don't think there's anything to
keep me in London."
"The
archdeacon and I return by the early train to-morrow, papa; won't you wait and
go back with us?"
"Why,
Eleanor will expect me tonight; and I've so much to do; and—"
"Much
to do!" said the archdeacon sotto voce; but the warden heard him.
"You'd
better wait for us, papa."
"Thank
ye, my dear! I think I'll go this afternoon." The tamest animal will turn
when driven too hard, and even Mr Harding was beginning to fight for his own
way.
"I
suppose you won't be back before three?" said the lady, addressing her
husband.
"I
must leave this at two," said the warden.
"Quite
out of the question," said the archdeacon, answering his wife, and still
reading the shopkeepers' names; "I don't suppose I shall be back till
five."
There was
another long pause, during which Mr Harding continued to study his Bradshaw.
"I
must go to Cox and Cummins," said the archdeacon at last.
"Oh,
to Cox and Cummins," said the warden. It was quite a matter of
indifference to him where his son-in-law went. The names of Cox and Cummins had
now no interest in his ears. What had he to do with Cox and Cummins further,
having already had his suit finally adjudicated upon in a court of conscience,
a judgment without power of appeal fully registered, and the matter settled so
that all the lawyers in London could not disturb it. The archdeacon could go to
Cox and Cummins, could remain there all day in anxious discussion; but what
might be said there was no longer matter of interest to him, who was so soon to
lay aside the name of warden of Barchester Hospital.
The
archdeacon took up his shining new clerical hat, and put on his black new
clerical gloves, and looked heavy, respectable, decorous, and opulent, a
decided clergyman of the Church of England, every inch of him. "I suppose
I shall see you at Barchester the day after to-morrow," said he.
The warden
supposed he would.
"I
must once more beseech you to take no further steps till you see my father; if
you owe me nothing," and the archdeacon looked as though he thought a
great deal were due to him, "at least you owe so much to my father;"
and, without waiting for a reply, Dr Grantly wended his way to Cox and Cummins.
Mrs
Grantly waited till the last fall of her husband's foot was heard, as he turned
out of the court into St Paul's Churchyard, and then commenced her task of
talking her father over.
"Papa,"
she began, "this is a most serious business."
"Indeed
it is," said the warden, ringing the bell.
"I
greatly feel the distress of mind you must have endured."
"I am
sure you do, my dear;"—and he ordered the waiter to bring him pen, ink,
and paper.
"Are
you going to write, papa?"
"Yes,
my dear;—I am going to write my resignation to the bishop."
"Pray,
pray, papa, put it off till our return;—pray put it off till you have seen the
bishop;—dear papa! for my sake, for Eleanor's!—"
"It
is for your sake and Eleanor's that I do this. I hope, at least, that my
children may never have to be ashamed of their father."
"How
can you talk about shame, papa?" and she stopped while the waiter creaked
in with the paper, and then slowly creaked out again; "how can you talk
about shame? you know what all your friends think about this question."
The warden
spread his paper on the table, placing it on the meagre blotting-book which the
hotel afforded, and sat himself down to write.
"You
won't refuse me one request, papa?" continued his daughter; "you
won't refuse to delay your letter for two short days? Two days can make no
possible difference."
"My
dear," said he naïvely, "if I waited till I got to Barchester, I
might, perhaps, be prevented."
"But
surely you would not wish to offend the bishop?" said she.
"God
forbid! The bishop is not apt to take offence, and knows me too well to take in
bad part anything that I may be called on to do."
"But,
papa—"
"Susan,"
said he, "my mind on this subject is made up; it is not without much
repugnance that I act in opposition to the advice of such men as Sir Abraham
Haphazard and the archdeacon; but in this matter I can take no advice, I cannot
alter the resolution to which I have come."
"But
two days, papa—"
"No;—nor
can I delay it. You may add to my present unhappiness by pressing me, but you
cannot change my purpose; it will be a comfort to me if you will let the matter
rest": and, dipping his pen into the inkstand, he fixed his eyes intently
on the paper.
There was
something in his manner which taught his daughter to perceive that he was in
earnest; she had at one time ruled supreme in her father's house, but she knew
that there were moments when, mild and meek as he was, he would have his way,
and the present was an occasion of the sort. She returned, therefore, to her
knitting, and very shortly after left the room.
The warden
was now at liberty to compose his letter, and, as it was characteristic of the
man, it shall be given at full length. The official letter, which, when
written, seemed to him to be too formally cold to be sent alone to so dear a
friend, was accompanied by a private note; and both are here inserted.
The letter
of resignation ran as follows:—
Chapter Hotel, St. Paul's,
London,
August,
18––
My Lord
Bishop,
It is with
the greatest pain that I feel myself constrained to resign into your Lordship's
hands the wardenship of the hospital at Barchester, which you so kindly
conferred upon me, now nearly twelve years since.
I need not
explain the circumstances which have made this step appear necessary to me. You
are aware that a question has arisen as to the right of the warden to the
income which has been allotted to the wardenship; it has seemed to me that this
right is not well made out, and I hesitate to incur the risk of taking an
income to which my legal claim appears doubtful.
The office
of precentor of the cathedral is, as your Lordship is aware, joined to that of
the warden; that is to say, the precentor has for many years been the warden of
the hospital; there is, however, nothing to make the junction of the two
offices necessary, and, unless you or the dean and chapter object to such an
arrangement, I would wish to keep the precentorship. The income of this office
will now be necessary to me; indeed, I do not know why I should be ashamed to
say that I should have difficulty in supporting myself without it.
Your Lordship,
and such others as you may please to consult on the matter, will at once see
that my resignation of the wardenship need offer not the slightest bar to its
occupation by another person. I am thought in the wrong by all those whom I
have consulted in the matter; I have very little but an inward and an unguided
conviction of my own to bring me to this step, and I shall, indeed, be hurt to
find that any slur is thrown on the preferment which your kindness bestowed on
me, by my resignation of it. I, at any rate for one, shall look on any
successor whom you may appoint as enjoying a clerical situation of the highest
respectability, and one to which your Lordship's nomination gives an
indefeasible right.
I cannot
finish this official letter without again thanking your Lordship for all your
great kindness, and I beg to subscribe myself—
Your
Lordship's most obedient servant,
Septimus Harding,
Warden of
Barchester Hospital,
and
Precentor of the Cathedral
He then
wrote the following private note:—
My dear Bishop,
I cannot
send you the accompanying official letter without a warmer expression of thanks
for all your kindness than would befit a document which may to a certain degree
be made public. You, I know, will understand the feeling, and, perhaps, pity the
weakness which makes me resign the hospital. I am not made of calibre strong
enough to withstand public attack. Were I convinced that I stood on ground
perfectly firm, that I was certainly justified in taking eight hundred a year
under Hiram's will, I should feel bound by duty to retain the position, however
unendurable might be the nature of the assault; but, as I do not feel this
conviction, I cannot believe that you will think me wrong in what I am doing.
I had at
one time an idea of keeping only some moderate portion of the income; perhaps
three hundred a year, and of remitting the remainder to the trustees; but it
occurred to me, and I think with reason, that by so doing I should place my
successors in an invidious position, and greatly damage your patronage.
My dear
friend, let me have a line from you to say that you do not blame me for what I
am doing, and that the officiating vicar of Crabtree Parva will be the same to
you as the warden of the hospital.
I am very
anxious about the precentorship: the archdeacon thinks it must go with the
wardenship; I think not, and, that, having it, I cannot be ousted. I will,
however, be guided by you and the dean. No other duty will suit me so well, or
come so much within my power of adequate performance.
I thank you
from my heart for the preferment which I am now giving up, and for all your
kindness, and am, dear bishop, now as always—
Yours most
sincerely,
Septimus Harding
London,—August, 18––
Having
written these letters and made a copy of the former one for the benefit of the
archdeacon, Mr Harding, whom we must now cease to call the warden, he having
designated himself so for the last time, found that it was nearly two o'clock,
and that he must prepare for his journey. Yes, from this time he never again
admitted the name by which he had been so familiarly known, and in which, to
tell the truth, he had rejoiced. The love of titles is common to all men, and a
vicar or fellow is as pleased at becoming Mr Archdeacon or Mr Provost, as a
lieutenant at getting his captaincy, or a city tallow-chandler in becoming Sir
John on the occasion of a Queen's visit to a new bridge. But warden he was no
longer, and the name of precentor, though the office was to him so dear,
confers in itself no sufficient distinction; our friend, therefore, again
became Mr Harding.
Mrs
Grantly had gone out; he had, therefore, no one to delay him by further
entreaties to postpone his journey; he had soon arranged his bag, and paid his
bill, and, leaving a note for his daughter, in which he put the copy of his
official letter, he got into a cab and drove away to the station with something
of triumph in his heart.
Had he not
cause for triumph? Had he not been supremely successful? Had he not for the
first time in his life held his own purpose against that of his son-in-law, and
manfully combated against great odds,—against the archdeacon's wife as well as
the archdeacon? Had he not gained a great victory, and was it not fit that he
should step into his cab with triumph?
He had not
told Eleanor when he would return, but she was on the look-out for him by every
train by which he could arrive, and the pony-carriage was at the Barchester
station when the train drew up at the platform.
"My
dear," said he, sitting beside her, as she steered her little vessel to
one side of the road to make room for the clattering omnibus as they passed
from the station into the town, "I hope you'll be able to feel a proper
degree of respect for the vicar of Crabtree."
"Dear
papa," said she, "I am so glad."
There was
great comfort in returning home to that pleasant house, though he was to leave
it so soon, and in discussing with his daughter all that he had done, and all
that he had to do. It must take some time to get out of one house into another;
the curate at Crabtree could not be abolished under six months, that is, unless
other provision could be made for him; and then the furniture:—the most of that
must be sold to pay Sir Abraham Haphazard for sitting up till twelve at night.
Mr Harding was strangely ignorant as to lawyers' bills; he had no idea, from
twenty pounds to two thousand, as to the sum in which he was indebted for legal
assistance. True, he had called in no lawyer himself; true, he had been no
consenting party to the employment of either Cox and Cummins, or Sir Abraham;
he had never been consulted on such matters;—the archdeacon had managed all
this himself, never for a moment suspecting that Mr Harding would take upon him
to end the matter in a way of his own. Had the lawyers' bills been ten thousand
pounds, Mr Harding could not have helped it; but he was not on that account
disposed to dispute his own liability. The question never occurred to him; but
it did occur to him that he had very little money at his banker's, that he
could receive nothing further from the hospital, and that the sale of the
furniture was his only resource.
"Not
all, papa," said Eleanor pleadingly.
"Not
quite all, my dear," said he; "that is, if we can help it. We must
have a little at Crabtree,—but it can only be a little; we must put a bold
front on it, Nelly; it isn't easy to come down from affluence to poverty."
And so
they planned their future mode of life; the father taking comfort from the
reflection that his daughter would soon be freed from it, and she resolving
that her father would soon have in her own house a ready means of escape from
the solitude of the Crabtree vicarage.
When the
archdeacon left his wife and father-in-law at the Chapter Coffee House to go to
Messrs Cox and Cummins, he had no very defined idea of what he had to do when
he got there. Gentlemen when at law, or in any way engaged in matters requiring
legal assistance, are very apt to go to their lawyers without much absolute
necessity;—gentlemen when doing so, are apt to describe such attendance as
quite compulsory, and very disagreeable. The lawyers, on the other hand, do not
at all see the necessity, though they quite agree as to the disagreeable nature
of the visit;—gentlemen when so engaged are usually somewhat gravelled at
finding nothing to say to their learned friends; they generally talk a little
politics, a little weather, ask some few foolish questions about their suit,
and then withdraw, having passed half an hour in a small dingy waiting-room, in
company with some junior assistant-clerk, and ten minutes with the members of
the firm; the business is then over for which the gentleman has come up to
London, probably a distance of a hundred and fifty miles. To be sure he goes to
the play, and dines at his friend's club, and has a bachelor's liberty and
bachelor's recreation for three or four days; and he could not probably plead
the desire of such gratifications as a reason to his wife for a trip to London.
Married
ladies, when your husbands find they are positively obliged to attend their
legal advisers, the nature of the duty to be performed is generally of this
description.
The
archdeacon would not have dreamt of leaving London without going to Cox and
Cummins; and yet he had nothing to say to them. The game was up; he plainly saw
that Mr Harding in this matter was not to be moved; his only remaining business
on this head was to pay the bill and have done with it; and I think it may be
taken for granted, that whatever the cause may be that takes a gentleman to a
lawyer's chambers, he never goes there to pay his bill.
Dr
Grantly, however, in the eyes of Messrs Cox and Cummins, represented the
spiritualities of the diocese of Barchester, as Mr Chadwick did the
temporalities, and was, therefore, too great a man to undergo the half-hour in
the clerk's room. It will not be necessary that we should listen to the notes
of sorrow in which the archdeacon bewailed to Mr Cox the weakness of his
father-in-law, and the end of all their hopes of triumph; nor need we repeat
the various exclamations of surprise with which the mournful intelligence was
received. No tragedy occurred, though Mr Cox, a short and somewhat bull-necked
man, was very near a fit of apoplexy when he first attempted to ejaculate that
fatal word—resign!
Over and
over again did Mr Cox attempt to enforce on the archdeacon the propriety of
urging on Mr Warden the madness of the deed he was about to do.
"Eight
hundred a year!" said Mr Cox.
"And
nothing whatever to do!" said Mr Cummins, who had joined the conference.
"No
private fortune, I believe," said Mr Cox.
"Not
a shilling," said Mr Cummins, in a very low voice, shaking his head.
"I
never heard of such a case in all my experience," said Mr Cox.
"Eight
hundred a year, and as nice a house as any gentleman could wish to hang up his
hat in," said Mr Cummins.
"And
an unmarried daughter, I believe," said Mr Cox, with much moral
seriousness in his tone. The archdeacon only sighed as each separate wail was
uttered, and shook his head, signifying that the fatuity of some people was
past belief.
"I'll
tell you what he might do," said Mr Cummins, brightening up. "I'll
tell you how you might save it:—let him exchange."
"Exchange
where?" said the archdeacon.
"Exchange
for a living. There's Quiverful, of Puddingdale;—he has twelve children, and
would be delighted to get the hospital. To be sure Puddingdale is only four
hundred, but that would be saving something out of the fire: Mr Harding would
have a curate, and still keep three hundred or three hundred and fifty."
The
archdeacon opened his ears and listened; he really thought the scheme might do.
"The
newspapers," continued Mr Cummins, "might hammer away at Quiverful
every day for the next six months without his minding them."
The
archdeacon took up his hat, and returned to his hotel, thinking the matter over
deeply. At any rate he would sound Quiverful. A man with twelve children would
do much to double his income.
To be
concluded