THE WARDEN
PART 3
Chapter
V
Dr Grantly Visits the Hospital
Though
doubt and hesitation disturbed the rest of our poor warden, no such weakness
perplexed the nobler breast of his son-in-law. As the indomitable cock
preparing for the combat sharpens his spurs, shakes his feathers, and erects
his comb, so did the archdeacon arrange his weapons for the coming war, without
misgiving and without fear. That he was fully confident of the justice of his
cause let no one doubt. Many a man can fight his battle with good courage, but
with a doubting conscience. Such was not the case with Dr Grantly. He did not
believe in the Gospel with more assurance than he did in the sacred justice of
all ecclesiastical revenues. When he put his shoulder to the wheel to defend
the income of the present and future precentors of Barchester, he was animated
by as strong a sense of a holy cause, as that which gives courage to a
missionary in Africa, or enables a sister of mercy to give up the pleasures of
the world for the wards of a hospital. He was about to defend the holy of
holies from the touch of the profane; to guard the citadel of his church from
the most rampant of its enemies; to put on his good armour in the best of
fights, and secure, if possible, the comforts of his creed for coming
generations of ecclesiastical dignitaries. Such a work required no ordinary
vigour; and the archdeacon was, therefore, extraordinarily vigorous. It
demanded a buoyant courage, and a heart happy in its toil; and the archdeacon's
heart was happy, and his courage was buoyant.
He knew
that he would not be able to animate his father-in-law with feelings like his
own, but this did not much disturb him. He preferred to bear the brunt of the
battle alone, and did not doubt that the warden would resign himself into his
hands with passive submission.
"Well,
Mr Chadwick," he said, walking into the steward's office a day or two
after the signing of the petition as commemorated in the last chapter:
"anything from Cox and Cummins this morning?" Mr Chadwick handed him
a letter; which he read, stroking the tight-gaitered calf of his right leg as
he did so. Messrs Cox and Cummins merely said that they had as yet received no
notice from their adversaries; that they could recommend no preliminary steps;
but that should any proceeding really be taken by the bedesmen, it would be expedient
to consult that very eminent Queen's Counsel, Sir Abraham Haphazard.
"I
quite agree with them," said Dr Grantly, refolding the letter. "I
perfectly agree with them. Haphazard is no doubt the best man; a thorough
churchman, a sound conservative, and in every respect the best man we could
get;—he's in the House, too, which is a great thing."
Mr
Chadwick quite agreed.
"You
remember how completely he put down that scoundrel Horseman about the Bishop of
Beverley's income; how completely he set them all adrift in the earl's
case." Since the question of St Cross had been mooted by the public, one
noble lord had become "the earl," par excellence, in the
doctor's estimation. "How he silenced that fellow at Rochester. Of course
we must have Haphazard; and I'll tell you what, Mr Chadwick, we must take care
to be in time, or the other party will forestall us."
With all
his admiration for Sir Abraham, the doctor seemed to think it not impossible
that that great man might be induced to lend his gigantic powers to the side of
the church's enemies.
Having
settled this point to his satisfaction, the doctor stepped down to the
hospital, to learn how matters were going on there; and as he walked across the
hallowed close, and looked up at the ravens who cawed with a peculiar reverence
as he wended his way, he thought with increased acerbity of those whose impiety
would venture to disturb the goodly grace of cathedral institutions.
And who
has not felt the same? We believe that Mr Horseman himself would relent, and
the spirit of Sir Benjamin Hall give way, were those great reformers to allow
themselves to stroll by moonlight round the towers of some of our ancient
churches. Who would not feel charity for a prebendary when walking the quiet
length of that long aisle at Winchester, looking at those decent houses, that
trim grass-plat, and feeling, as one must, the solemn, orderly comfort of the
spot! Who could be hard upon a dean while wandering round the sweet close of
Hereford, and owning that in that precinct, tone and colour, design and form,
solemn tower and storied window, are all in unison, and all perfect! Who could
lie basking in the cloisters of Salisbury, and gaze on Jewel's library and that
unequalled spire, without feeling that bishops should sometimes be rich!
The tone
of our archdeacon's mind must not astonish us; it has been the growth of
centuries of church ascendancy; and though some fungi now disfigure the tree,
though there be much dead wood, for how much good fruit have not we to be
thankful? Who, without remorse, can batter down the dead branches of an old
oak, now useless, but, ah! still so beautiful, or drag out the fragments of the
ancient forest, without feeling that they sheltered the younger plants, to
which they are now summoned to give way in a tone so peremptory and so harsh?
The
archdeacon, with all his virtues, was not a man of delicate feeling; and after
having made his morning salutations in the warden's drawing-room, he did not
scruple to commence an attack on "pestilent" John Bold in the presence
of Miss Harding, though he rightly guessed that that lady was not indifferent
to the name of his enemy.
"Nelly,
my dear, fetch me my spectacles from the back room," said her father,
anxious to save both her blushes and her feelings.
Eleanor
brought the spectacles, while her father was trying, in ambiguous phrases, to
explain to her too-practical brother-in-law that it might be as well not to say
anything about Bold before her, and then retreated. Nothing had been explained
to her about Bold and the hospital; but, with a woman's instinct she knew that
things were going wrong.
"We
must soon be doing something," commenced the archdeacon, wiping his brows
with a large, bright-coloured handkerchief, for he had felt busy, and had
walked quick, and it was a broiling summer's day. "Of course you have
heard of the petition?"
Mr Harding
owned, somewhat unwillingly, that he had heard of it.
"Well!"—the
archdeacon looked for some expressions of opinion, but none coming, he
continued,—"We must be doing something, you know; we mustn't allow these
people to cut the ground from under us while we sit looking on." The
archdeacon, who was a practical man, allowed himself the use of everyday
expressive modes of speech when among his closest intimates, though no one could
soar into a more intricate labyrinth of refined phraseology when the church was
the subject, and his lower brethren were his auditors.
The warden
still looked mutely in his face, making the slightest possible passes with an
imaginary fiddle bow, and stopping, as he did so, sundry imaginary strings with
the fingers of his other hand. 'Twas his constant consolation in conversational
troubles. While these vexed him sorely, the passes would be short and slow, and
the upper hand would not be seen to work; nay, the strings on which it operated
would sometimes lie concealed in the musician's pocket, and the instrument on
which he played would be beneath his chair;—but as his spirit warmed to the
subject,—as his trusting heart looking to the bottom of that which vexed him,
would see its clear way out,—he would rise to a higher melody, sweep the unseen
strings with a bolder hand, and swiftly fingering the cords from his neck, down
along his waistcoat, and up again to his very ear, create an ecstatic strain of
perfect music, audible to himself and to St Cecilia, and not without effect.
"I
quite agree with Cox and Cummins," continued the archdeacon. "They
say we must secure Sir Abraham Haphazard. I shall not have the slightest fear
in leaving the case in Sir Abraham's hands."
The warden
played the slowest and saddest of tunes. It was but a dirge on one string.
"I
think Sir Abraham will not be long in letting Master Bold know what he's about.
I fancy I hear Sir Abraham cross-questioning him at the Common Pleas."
The warden
thought of his income being thus discussed, his modest life, his daily habits,
and his easy work; and nothing issued from that single cord, but a low wail of
sorrow. "I suppose they've sent this petition up to my father." The
warden didn't know; he imagined they would do so this very day.
"What
I can't understand is, how you let them do it, with such a command as you have
in the place, or should have with such a man as Bunce. I cannot understand why
you let them do it."
"Do
what?" asked the warden.
"Why,
listen to this fellow Bold, and that other low pettifogger, Finney;—and get up
this petition too. Why didn't you tell Bunce to destroy the petition?"
"That
would have been hardly wise," said the warden.
"Wise;—yes,
it would have been very wise if they'd done it among themselves. I must go up
to the palace and answer it now, I suppose. It's a very short answer they'll
get, I can tell you."
"But
why shouldn't they petition, doctor?"
"Why
shouldn't they!" responded the archdeacon, in a loud brazen voice, as
though all the men in the hospital were expected to hear him through the walls;
"why shouldn't they? I'll let them know why they shouldn't; by the bye,
warden, I'd like to say a few words to them all together."
The
warden's mind misgave him, and even for a moment he forgot to play. He by no
means wished to delegate to his son-in-law his place and authority of warden;
he had expressly determined not to interfere in any step which the men might
wish to take in the matter under dispute; he was most anxious neither to accuse
them nor to defend himself. All these things he was aware the archdeacon would
do in his behalf, and that not in the mildest manner; and yet he knew not how
to refuse the permission requested.
"I'd
so much sooner remain quiet in the matter," said he, in an apologetic
voice.
"Quiet!"
said the archdeacon, still speaking with his brazen trumpet; "do you wish
to be ruined in quiet?"
"Why,
if I am to be ruined, certainly."
"Nonsense,
warden; I tell you something must be done;—we must act; just let me ring the
bell, and send the men word that I'll speak to them in the quad."
Mr Harding
knew not how to resist, and the disagreeable order was given. The quad, as it
was familiarly called, was a small quadrangle, open on one side to the river,
and surrounded on the others by the high wall of Mr Harding's garden, by one
gable end of Mr Harding's house, and by the end of the row of buildings which
formed the residences of the bedesmen. It was flagged all round, and the centre
was stoned; small stone gutters ran from the four corners of the square to a
grating in the centre; and attached to the end of Mr Harding's house was a
conduit with four cocks covered over from the weather, at which the old men got
their water, and very generally performed their morning toilet. It was a quiet,
sombre place, shaded over by the trees of the warden's garden. On the side
towards the river, there stood a row of stone seats, on which the old men would
sit and gaze at the little fish, as they flitted by in the running stream. On the
other side of the river was a rich, green meadow, running up to and joining the
deanery, and as little open to the public as the garden of the dean itself.
Nothing, therefore, could be more private than the quad of the hospital; and it
was there that the archdeacon determined to convey to them his sense of their
refractory proceedings.
The
servant soon brought in word that the men were assembled in the quad, and the
archdeacon, big with his purpose, rose to address them.
"Well,
warden, of course you're coming," said he, seeing that Mr Harding did not
prepare to follow him.
"I
wish you'd excuse me," said Mr Harding.
"For
heaven's sake, don't let us have division in the camp," replied the
archdeacon: "let us have a long pull and a strong pull, but above all a
pull all together; come, warden, come; don't be afraid of your duty."
Mr Harding
was afraid; he was afraid that he was being led to do that which was not his
duty; he was not, however, strong enough to resist, so he got up and followed
his son-in-law.
The old
men were assembled in groups in the quadrangle—eleven of them at least, for
poor old Johnny Bell was bed-ridden, and couldn't come; he had, however, put
his mark to the petition, as one of Handy's earliest followers. 'Tis true he
could not move from the bed where he lay; 'tis true he had no friend on earth,
but those whom the hospital contained; and of those the warden and his daughter
were the most constant and most appreciated; 'tis true that everything was
administered to him which his failing body could require, or which his faint
appetite could enjoy; but still his dull eye had glistened for a moment at the
idea of possessing a hundred pounds a year "to his own cheek," as
Abel Handy had eloquently expressed it; and poor old Johnny Bell had greedily
put his mark to the petition.
When the
two clergymen appeared, they all uncovered their heads. Handy was slow to do
it, and hesitated; but the black coat and waistcoat of which he had spoken so
irreverently in Skulpit's room, had its effect even on him, and he too doffed
his hat. Bunce, advancing before the others, bowed lowly to the archdeacon, and
with affectionate reverence expressed his wish, that the warden and Miss
Eleanor were quite well; "and the doctor's lady," he added, turning
to the archdeacon, "and the children at Plumstead, and my lord;" and
having made his speech, he also retired among the others, and took his place
with the rest upon the stone benches.
As the
archdeacon stood up to make his speech, erect in the middle of that little
square, he looked like an ecclesiastical statue placed there, as a fitting
impersonation of the church militant here on earth; his shovel hat, large, new,
and well-pronounced, a churchman's hat in every inch, declared the profession
as plainly as does the Quaker's broad brim; his heavy eyebrows, large open
eyes, and full mouth and chin expressed the solidity of his order; the broad
chest, amply covered with fine cloth, told how well to do was its estate; one
hand ensconced within his pocket, evinced the practical hold which our mother
church keeps on her temporal possessions; and the other, loose for action, was
ready to fight if need be in her defence; and, below these, the decorous
breeches, and neat black gaiters showing so admirably that well-turned leg,
betokened the decency, the outward beauty and grace of our church
establishment.
"Now,
my men," he began, when he had settled himself well in his position,
"I want to say a few words to you. Your good friend, the warden here, and
myself, and my lord the bishop, on whose behalf I wish to speak to you, would
all be very sorry, very sorry indeed, that you should have any just ground of
complaint. Any just ground of complaint on your part would be removed at once
by the warden, or by his lordship, or by me on his behalf, without the
necessity of any petition on your part." Here the orator stopped for a
moment, expecting that some little murmurs of applause would show that the
weakest of the men were beginning to give way; but no such murmurs came. Bunce,
himself, even sat with closed lips, mute and unsatisfactory. "Without the
necessity of any petition at all," he repeated. "I'm told you have
addressed a petition to my lord." He paused for a reply from the men, and
after a while, Handy plucked up courage and said, "Yes, we has."
"You
have addressed a petition to my lord, in which, as I am informed, you express
an opinion that you do not receive from Hiram's estate all that is your
due." Here most of the men expressed their assent. "Now what is it
you ask for? What is it you want that you hav'n't got here? What is it—"
"A
hundred a year," muttered old Moody, with a voice as if it came out of the
ground.
"A
hundred a year!" ejaculated the archdeacon militant, defying the impudence
of these claimants with one hand stretched out and closed, while with the other
he tightly grasped, and secured within his breeches pocket, that symbol of the
church's wealth which his own loose half-crowns not unaptly represented.
"A hundred a year! Why, my men, you must be mad; and you talk about John
Hiram's will! When John Hiram built a hospital for worn-out old men, worn-out
old labouring men, infirm old men past their work, cripples, blind, bed-ridden,
and such like, do you think he meant to make gentlemen of them? Do you think
John Hiram intended to give a hundred a year to old single men, who earned
perhaps two shillings or half-a-crown a day for themselves and families in the
best of their time? No, my men, I'll tell you what John Hiram meant: he meant
that twelve poor old worn-out labourers, men who could no longer support
themselves, who had no friends to support them, who must starve and perish
miserably if not protected by the hand of charity;—he meant that twelve such
men as these should come in here in their poverty and wretchedness, and find
within these walls shelter and food before their death, and a little leisure to
make their peace with God. That was what John Hiram meant: you have not read
John Hiram's will, and I doubt whether those wicked men who are advising you
have done so. I have; I know what his will was; and I tell you that that was
his will, and that that was his intention."
Not a
sound came from the eleven bedesmen, as they sat listening to what, according
to the archdeacon, was their intended estate. They grimly stared upon his burly
figure, but did not then express, by word or sign, the anger and disgust to
which such language was sure to give rise.
"Now
let me ask you," he continued: "do you think you are worse off than
John Hiram intended to make you? Have you not shelter, and food, and leisure?
Have you not much more? Have you not every indulgence which you are capable of
enjoying? Have you not twice better food, twice a better bed, ten times more
money in your pocket than you were ever able to earn for yourselves before you
were lucky enough to get into this place? And now you send a petition to the
bishop, asking for a hundred pounds a year! I tell you what, my friends; you
are deluded, and made fools of by wicked men who are acting for their own ends.
You will never get a hundred pence a year more than what you have now: it is
very possible that you may get less; it is very possible that my lord the
bishop, and your warden, may make changes—"
"No,
no, no," interrupted Mr Harding, who had been listening with indescribable
misery to the tirade of his son-in-law; "no, my friends. I want no
changes,—at least no changes that shall make you worse off than you now are, as
long as you and I live together."
"God
bless you, Mr Harding," said Bunce; and "God bless you, Mr Harding,
God bless you, sir: we know you was always our friend," was exclaimed by
enough of the men to make it appear that the sentiment was general.
The
archdeacon had been interrupted in his speech before he had quite finished it;
but he felt that he could not recommence with dignity after this little
ebullition, and he led the way back into the garden, followed by his
father-in-law.
"Well,"
said he, as soon as he found himself within the cool retreat of the warden's
garden; "I think I spoke to them plainly." And he wiped the
perspiration from his brow; for making a speech under a broiling mid-day sun in
summer, in a full suit of thick black cloth, is warm work.
"Yes,
you were plain enough," replied the warden, in a tone which did not
express approbation.
"And
that's everything," said the other, who was clearly well satisfied with
himself; "that's everything: with those sort of people one must be plain,
or one will not be understood. Now, I think they did understand me;—I think
they knew what I meant."
The warden
agreed. He certainly thought they had understood to the full what had been said
to them.
"They
know pretty well what they have to expect from us; they know how we shall meet
any refractory spirit on their part; they know that we are not afraid of them.
And now I'll just step into Chadwick's, and tell him what I've done; and then
I'll go up to the palace, and answer this petition of theirs."
The
warden's mind was very full,—full nearly to overcharging itself; and had it
done so,—had he allowed himself to speak the thoughts which were working within
him, he would indeed have astonished the archdeacon by the reprobation he would
have expressed as to the proceeding of which he had been so unwilling a
witness. But different feelings kept him silent; he was as yet afraid of
differing from his son-in-law;—he was anxious beyond measure to avoid even a
semblance of rupture with any of his order, and was painfully fearful of having
to come to an open quarrel with any person on any subject. His life had
hitherto been so quiet, so free from strife; his little early troubles had
required nothing but passive fortitude; his subsequent prosperity had never
forced upon him any active cares,—had never brought him into disagreeable
contact with anyone. He felt that he would give almost anything,—much more than
he knew he ought to do,—to relieve himself from the storm which he feared was
coming. It was so hard that the pleasant waters of his little stream should be
disturbed and muddied by rough hands; that his quiet paths should be made a
battlefield; that the unobtrusive corner of the world which had been allotted
to him, as though by Providence, should be invaded and desecrated, and all
within it made miserable and unsound.
Money he
had none to give; the knack of putting guineas together had never belonged to
him; but how willingly, with what a foolish easiness, with what happy alacrity,
would he have abandoned the half of his income for all time to come, could he
by so doing have quietly dispelled the clouds that were gathering over
him,—could he have thus compromised the matter between the reformer and the
conservative, between his possible son-in-law, Bold, and his positive
son-in-law, the archdeacon.
And this
compromise would not have been made from any prudential motive of saving what
would yet remain, for Mr Harding still felt little doubt but he should be left
for life in quiet possession of the good things he had, if he chose to retain
them. No; he would have done so from the sheer love of quiet, and from a horror
of being made the subject of public talk. He had very often been moved to
pity,—to that inward weeping of the heart for others' woes; but none had he
ever pitied more than that old lord, whose almost fabulous wealth, drawn from
his church preferments, had become the subject of so much opprobrium, of such
public scorn; that wretched clerical octogenarian Crœsus, whom men would not
allow to die in peace,—whom all the world united to decry and to abhor.
Was he to
suffer such a fate? Was his humble name to be bandied in men's mouths, as the
gormandiser of the resources of the poor, as of one who had filched from the
charity of other ages wealth which had been intended to relieve the old and the
infirm? Was he to be gibbeted in the press, to become a byword for oppression,
to be named as an example of the greed of the English church? Should it ever be
said that he had robbed those old men, whom he so truly and so tenderly loved
in his heart of hearts? As he slowly paced, hour after hour, under those noble
lime-trees, turning these sad thoughts within him, he became all but fixed in
his resolve that some great step must be taken to relieve him from the risk of
so terrible a fate.
In the
meanwhile, the archdeacon, with contented mind and unruffled spirit, went about
his business. He said a word or two to Mr Chadwick, and then finding, as he
expected, the petition lying in his father's library, he wrote a short answer
to the men, in which he told them that they had no evils to redress, but rather
great mercies for which to be thankful; and having seen the bishop sign it, he
got into his brougham and returned home to Mrs Grantly, and Plumstead Episcopi.
Chapter
VI
The Warden's Tea Party
After much
painful doubting, on one thing only could Mr Harding resolve. He determined
that at any rate he would take no offence, and that he would make this question
no cause of quarrel either with Bold or with the bedesmen. In furtherance of
this resolution, he himself wrote a note to Mr Bold, the same afternoon,
inviting him to meet a few friends and hear some music on an evening named in
the next week. Had not this little party been promised to Eleanor, in his
present state of mind he would probably have avoided such gaiety; but the
promise had been given, the invitations were to be written, and when Eleanor
consulted her father on the subject, she was not ill pleased to hear him say,
"Oh, I was thinking of Bold, so I took it into my head to write to him
myself, but you must write to his sister."
Mary Bold
was older than her brother, and, at the time of our story, was just over
thirty. She was not an unattractive young woman, though by no means beautiful.
Her great merit was the kindliness of her disposition. She was not very clever,
nor very animated, nor had she apparently the energy of her brother; but she
was guided by a high principle of right and wrong; her temper was sweet, and
her faults were fewer in number than her virtues. Those who casually met Mary
Bold thought little of her; but those who knew her well loved her well, and the
longer they knew her the more they loved her. Among those who were fondest of
her was Eleanor Harding; and though Eleanor had never openly talked to her of
her brother, each understood the other's feelings about him. The brother and
sister were sitting together when the two notes were brought in.
"How
odd," said Mary, "that they should send two notes. Well, if Mr
Harding becomes fashionable, the world is going to change."
Her
brother understood immediately the nature and intention of the peace-offering;
but it was not so easy for him to behave well in the matter, as it was for Mr
Harding. It is much less difficult for the sufferer to be generous than for the
oppressor. John Bold felt that he could not go to the warden's party: he never
loved Eleanor better than he did now; he had never so strongly felt how anxious
he was to make her his wife as now, when so many obstacles to his doing so
appeared in view. Yet here was her father himself, as it were, clearing away
those very obstacles, and still he felt that he could not go to the house any
more as an open friend.
As he sat
thinking of these things with the note in his hand, his sister was waiting for
his decision.
"Well,"
said she, "I suppose we must write separate answers, and both say we shall
be very happy."
"You'll
go, of course, Mary," said he; to which she readily assented. "I
cannot," he continued, looking serious and gloomy. "I wish I could,
with all my heart."
"And
why not, John?" said she. She had as yet heard nothing of the new-found
abuse which her brother was about to reform;—at least nothing which connected
it with her brother's name.
He sat
thinking for a while till he determined that it would be best to tell her at
once what it was that he was about: it must be done sooner or later.
"I
fear I cannot go to Mr Harding's house any more as a friend, just at
present."
"Oh,
John! Why not? Ah, you've quarrelled with Eleanor!"
"No,
indeed," said he; "I've no quarrel with her as yet."
"What
is it, John?" said she, looking at him with an anxious, loving face, for
she knew well how much of his heart was there in that house which he said he
could no longer enter.
"Why,"
said he at last, "I've taken up the case of these twelve old men of
Hiram's Hospital, and of course that brings me into contact with Mr Harding. I
may have to oppose him, interfere with him,—perhaps injure him."
Mary
looked at him steadily for some time before she committed herself to reply, and
then merely asked him what he meant to do for the old men.
"Why,
it's a long story, and I don't know that I can make you understand it. John
Hiram made a will, and left his property in charity for certain poor old men,
and the proceeds, instead of going to the benefit of these men, go chiefly into
the pocket of the warden and the bishop's steward."
"And you
mean to take away from Mr Harding his share of it?"
"I
don't know what I mean yet. I mean to inquire about it. I mean to see who is
entitled to this property. I mean to see, if I can, that justice be done to the
poor of the city of Barchester generally, who are, in fact, the legatees under
the will. I mean, in short, to put the matter right, if I can."
"And
why are you to do this, John?"
"You
might ask the same question of anybody else," said he; "and according
to that the duty of righting these poor men would belong to nobody. If we are
to act on that principle, the weak are never to be protected, injustice is
never to be opposed, and no one is to struggle for the poor!" And Bold
began to comfort himself in the warmth of his own virtue.
"But
is there no one to do this but you, who have known Mr Harding so long? Surely,
John, as a friend, as a young friend, so much younger than Mr Harding—"
"That's
woman's logic, all over, Mary. What has age to do with it? Another man might
plead that he was too old; and as to his friendship, if the thing itself be
right, private motives should never be allowed to interfere. Because I esteem
Mr Harding, is that a reason that I should neglect a duty which I owe to these
old men? or should I give up a work which my conscience tells me is a good one,
because I regret the loss of his society?"
"And
Eleanor, John?" said the sister, looking timidly into her brother's face.
"Eleanor,
that is, Miss Harding, if she thinks fit,—that is, if her father—or, rather, if
she—or, indeed, he,—if they find it necessary—but there is no necessity now to
talk about Eleanor Harding; but this I will say, that if she has the kind of
spirit for which I give her credit, she will not condemn me for doing what I
think to be a duty." And Bold consoled himself with the consolation of a
Roman.
Mary sat
silent for a while, till at last her brother reminded her that the notes must
be answered, and she got up, and placed her desk before her, took out her pen
and paper, wrote on it slowly:
Pakenham Villas
Tuesday morning
My dear
Eleanor,
I—
and then stopped, and looked
at her brother.
"Well,
Mary, why don't you write it?"
"Oh,
John," said she, "dear John, pray think better of this."
"Think
better of what?" said he.
"Of
this about the hospital,—of all this about Mr Harding,—of what you say about
those old men. Nothing can call upon you,—no duty can require you to set
yourself against your oldest, your best friend. Oh, John, think of Eleanor.
You'll break her heart, and your own."
"Nonsense,
Mary; Miss Harding's heart is as safe as yours."
"Pray,
pray, for my sake, John, give it up. You know how dearly you love her."
And she came and knelt before him on the rug. "Pray give it up. You are
going to make yourself, and her, and her father miserable: you are going to
make us all miserable. And for what? For a dream of justice. You will never
make those twelve men happier than they now are."
"You
don't understand it, my dear girl," said he, smoothing her hair with his
hand.
"I do
understand it, John. I understand that this is a chimera,—a dream that you have
got. I know well that no duty can require you to do this mad—this suicidal
thing. I know you love Eleanor Harding with all your heart, and I tell you now
that she loves you as well. If there was a plain, a positive duty before you, I
would be the last to bid you neglect it for any woman's love; but this—; oh,
think again, before you do anything to make it necessary that you and Mr
Harding should be at variance." He did not answer, as she knelt there,
leaning on his knees, but by his face she thought that he was inclined to
yield. "At any rate let me say that you will go to this party. At any rate
do not break with them while your mind is in doubt." And she got up,
hoping to conclude her note in the way she desired.
"My
mind is not in doubt," at last he said, rising. "I could never
respect myself again were I to give way now, because Eleanor Harding is
beautiful. I do love her: I would give a hand to hear her tell me what you have
said, speaking on her behalf; but I cannot for her sake go back from the task
which I have commenced. I hope she may hereafter acknowledge and respect my
motives, but I cannot now go as a guest to her father's house." And the
Barchester Brutus went out to fortify his own resolution by meditations on his
own virtue.
Poor Mary
Bold sat down, and sadly finished her note, saying that she would herself
attend the party, but that her brother was unavoidably prevented from doing so.
I fear that she did not admire as she should have done the self-devotion of his
singular virtue.
The party
went off as such parties do. There were fat old ladies, in fine silk dresses,
and slim young ladies, in gauzy muslin frocks; old gentlemen stood up with
their backs to the empty fire-place, looking by no means so comfortable as they
would have done in their own arm-chairs at home; and young gentlemen, rather
stiff about the neck, clustered near the door, not as yet sufficiently in courage
to attack the muslin frocks, who awaited the battle, drawn up in a semicircular
array. The warden endeavoured to induce a charge, but failed signally, not
having the tact of a general; his daughter did what she could to comfort the
forces under her command, who took in refreshing rations of cake and tea, and
patiently looked for the coming engagement: but she herself, Eleanor, had no
spirit for the work; the only enemy whose lance she cared to encounter was not
there, and she and others were somewhat dull.
Loud above
all voices was heard the clear sonorous tones of the archdeacon as he dilated
to brother parsons of the danger of the church, of the fearful rumours of mad
reforms even at Oxford, and of the damnable heresies of Dr Whiston.
Soon,
however, sweeter sounds began timidly to make themselves audible. Little
movements were made in a quarter notable for round stools and music stands. Wax
candles were arranged in sconces, big books were brought from hidden recesses,
and the work of the evening commenced.
How often
were those pegs twisted and re-twisted before our friend found that he had
twisted them enough; how many discordant scrapes gave promise of the coming
harmony. How much the muslin fluttered and crumpled before Eleanor and another
nymph were duly seated at the piano; how closely did that tall Apollo pack
himself against the wall, with his flute, long as himself, extending high over
the heads of his pretty neighbours; into how small a corner crept that round
and florid little minor canon, and there with skill amazing found room to tune
his accustomed fiddle!
And now
the crash begins: away they go in full flow of harmony together,—up hill and
down dale,—now louder and louder, then lower and lower; now loud, as though
stirring the battle; then low, as though mourning the slain. In all, through
all, and above all, is heard the violoncello. Ah, not for nothing were those
pegs so twisted and re-twisted;—listen, listen! Now alone that saddest of
instruments tells its touching tale. Silent, and in awe, stand fiddle, flute,
and piano, to hear the sorrows of their wailing brother. 'Tis but for a moment:
before the melancholy of those low notes has been fully realised, again comes
the full force of all the band;—down go the pedals, away rush twenty fingers scouring
over the bass notes with all the impetus of passion. Apollo blows till his
stiff neckcloth is no better than a rope, and the minor canon works with both
arms till he falls in a syncope of exhaustion against the wall.
How comes
it that now, when all should be silent, when courtesy, if not taste, should
make men listen,—how is it at this moment the black-coated corps leave their
retreat and begin skirmishing? One by one they creep forth, and fire off little
guns timidly, and without precision. Ah, my men, efforts such as these will
take no cities, even though the enemy should be never so open to assault. At
length a more deadly artillery is brought to bear; slowly, but with effect, the
advance is made; the muslin ranks are broken, and fall into confusion; the
formidable array of chairs gives way; the battle is no longer between opposing
regiments, but hand to hand, and foot to foot with single combatants, as in the
glorious days of old, when fighting was really noble. In corners, and under the
shadow of curtains, behind sofas and half hidden by doors, in retiring windows,
and sheltered by hanging tapestry, are blows given and returned, fatal,
incurable, dealing death.
Apart from
this another combat arises, more sober and more serious. The archdeacon is
engaged against two prebendaries, a pursy full-blown rector assisting him, in
all the perils and all the enjoyments of short whist. With solemn energy do
they watch the shuffled pack, and, all-expectant, eye the coming trump. With
what anxious nicety do they arrange their cards, jealous of each other's eyes!
Why is that lean doctor so slow,—cadaverous man with hollow jaw and sunken eye,
ill beseeming the richness of his mother church! Ah, why so slow, thou meagre
doctor? See how the archdeacon, speechless in his agony, deposits on the board
his cards, and looks to heaven or to the ceiling for support. Hark, how he
sighs, as with thumbs in his waistcoat pocket he seems to signify that the end
of such torment is not yet even nigh at hand! Vain is the hope, if hope there
be, to disturb that meagre doctor. With care precise he places every card,
weighs well the value of each mighty ace, each guarded king, and comfort-giving
queen; speculates on knave and ten, counts all his suits, and sets his price
upon the whole. At length a card is led, and quick three others fall upon the
board. The little doctor leads again, while with lustrous eye his partner
absorbs the trick. Now thrice has this been done,—thrice has constant fortune
favoured the brace of prebendaries, ere the archdeacon rouses himself to the
battle; but at the fourth assault he pins to the earth a prostrate king, laying
low his crown and sceptre, bushy beard, and lowering brow, with a poor deuce.
"As
David did Goliath," says the archdeacon, pushing over the four cards to
his partner. And then a trump is led, then another trump; then a king,—and then
an ace,—and then a long ten, which brings down from the meagre doctor his only
remaining tower of strength—his cherished queen of trumps.
"What,
no second club?" says the archdeacon to his partner.
"Only
one club," mutters from his inmost stomach the pursy rector, who sits
there red-faced, silent, impervious, careful, a safe but not a brilliant ally.
But the
archdeacon cares not for many clubs, or for none. He dashes out his remaining
cards with a speed most annoying to his antagonists, pushes over to them some
four cards as their allotted portion, shoves the remainder across the table to
the red-faced rector; calls out "two by cards and two by honours, and the odd
trick last time," marks a treble under the candle-stick, and has dealt
round the second pack before the meagre doctor has calculated his losses.
And so
went off the warden's party, and men and women arranging shawls and shoes
declared how pleasant it had been; and Mrs Goodenough, the red-faced rector's
wife, pressing the warden's hand, declared she had never enjoyed herself
better; which showed how little pleasure she allowed herself in this world, as
she had sat the whole evening through in the same chair without occupation, not
speaking, and unspoken to. And Matilda Johnson, when she allowed young Dickson
of the bank to fasten her cloak round her neck, thought that two hundred pounds
a year and a little cottage would really do for happiness; besides, he was sure
to be manager some day. And Apollo, folding his flute into his pocket, felt
that he had acquitted himself with honour; and the archdeacon pleasantly
jingled his gains; but the meagre doctor went off without much audible speech,
muttering ever and anon as he went, "three and thirty points!"
"three and thirty points!"
And so
they all were gone, and Mr Harding was left alone with his daughter.
What had
passed between Eleanor Harding and Mary Bold need not be told. It is indeed a
matter of thankfulness that neither the historian nor the novelist hears all
that is said by their heroes or heroines, or how would three volumes or twenty
suffice! In the present case so little of this sort have I overheard, that I
live in hopes of finishing my work within 300 pages, and of completing that
pleasant task—a novel in one volume; but something had passed between them, and
as the warden blew out the wax candles, and put his instrument into its case,
his daughter stood sad and thoughtful by the empty fire-place, determined to
speak to her father, but irresolute as to what she would say.
"Well,
Eleanor," said he, "are you for bed?"
"Yes,"
said she, moving, "I suppose so; but papa—Mr Bold was not here tonight; do
you know why not?"
"He
was asked; I wrote to him myself," said the warden.
"But
do you know why he did not come, papa?"
"Well,
Eleanor, I could guess; but it's no use guessing at such things, my dear. What
makes you look so earnest about it?"
"Oh,
papa, do tell me," she exclaimed, throwing her arms round him, and looking
into his face; "what is it he is going to do? What is it all about? Is
there any—any—any—" she didn't well know what word to use—"any
danger?"
"Danger,
my dear, what sort of danger?"
"Danger
to you, danger of trouble, and of loss, and of—Oh, papa, why haven't you told
me of all this before?"
Mr Harding
was not the man to judge harshly of anyone, much less of the daughter whom he
now loved better than any living creature; but still he did judge her wrongly
at this moment. He knew that she loved John Bold; he fully sympathised in her
affection; day after day he thought more of the matter, and, with the tender
care of a loving father, tried to arrange in his own mind how matters might be
so managed that his daughter's heart should not be made the sacrifice to the
dispute which was likely to exist between him and Bold. Now, when she spoke to
him for the first time on the subject, it was natural that he should think more
of her than of himself, and that he should imagine that her own cares, and not
his, were troubling her.
He stood
silent before her awhile, as she gazed up into his face, and then kissing her
forehead he placed her on the sofa.
"Tell
me, Nelly," he said (he only called her Nelly in his kindest, softest,
sweetest moods, and yet all his moods were kind and sweet), "tell me,
Nelly, do you like Mr Bold—much?"
She was
quite taken aback by the question. I will not say that she had forgotten
herself, and her own love in thinking about John Bold, and while conversing
with Mary: she certainly had not done so. She had been sick at heart to think
that a man of whom she could not but own to herself that she loved him, of
whose regard she had been so proud, that such a man should turn against her
father to ruin him. She had felt her vanity hurt, that his affection for her
had not kept him from such a course; had he really cared for her, he would not
have risked her love by such an outrage. But her main fear had been for her
father, and when she spoke of danger, it was of danger to him and not to herself.
She was
taken aback by the question altogether: "Do I like him, papa?"
"Yes,
Nelly, do you like him? Why shouldn't you like him? but that's a poor word;—do
you love him?" She sat still in his arms without answering him. She
certainly had not prepared herself for an avowal of affection, intending, as
she had done, to abuse John Bold herself, and to hear her father do so also.
"Come, my love," said he, "let us make a clean breast of it: do
you tell me what concerns yourself, and I will tell you what concerns me and
the hospital."
And then,
without waiting for an answer, he described to her, as he best could, the
accusation that was made about Hiram's will; the claims which the old men put
forward; what he considered the strength and what the weakness of his own
position; the course which Bold had taken, and that which he presumed he was
about to take; and then by degrees, without further question, he presumed on
the fact of Eleanor's love, and spoke of that love as a feeling which he could
in no way disapprove: he apologised for Bold, excused what he was doing; nay,
praised him for his energy and intentions; made much of his good qualities, and
harped on none of his foibles; then, reminding his daughter how late it was,
and comforting her with much assurance which he hardly felt himself, he sent
her to her room, with flowing eyes and a full heart.
When Mr
Harding met his daughter at breakfast the next morning, there was no further
discussion on the matter, nor was the subject mentioned between them for some
days. Soon after the party Mary Bold called at the hospital, but there were
various persons in the drawing-room at the time, and she therefore said nothing
about her brother. On the day following, John Bold met Miss Harding in one of
the quiet, sombre, shaded walks of the close. He was most anxious to see her,
but unwilling to call at the warden's house, and had in truth waylaid her in
her private haunts.
"My
sister tells me," said he, abruptly hurrying on with his premeditated
speech, "my sister tells me that you had a delightful party the other
evening. I was so sorry I could not be there."
"We
were all sorry," said Eleanor, with dignified composure.
"I
believe, Miss Harding, you understand why, at this moment—" And Bold
hesitated, muttered, stopped, commenced his explanation again, and again broke
down.
Eleanor
would not help him in the least.
"I
think my sister explained to you, Miss Harding?"
"Pray
don't apologise, Mr Bold; my father will, I am sure, always be glad to see you,
if you like to come to the house now as formerly; nothing has occurred to alter
his feelings: of your own views you are, of course, the best judge."
"Your
father is all that is kind and generous; he always was so; but you, Miss
Harding, yourself—I hope you will not judge me harshly, because—"
"Mr
Bold," said she, "you may be sure of one thing; I shall always judge
my father to be right, and those who oppose him I shall judge to be wrong. If
those who do not know him oppose him, I shall have charity enough to believe
that they are wrong, through error of judgment; but should I see him attacked
by those who ought to know him, and to love him, and revere him, of such I
shall be constrained to form a different opinion." And then curtseying low
she sailed on, leaving her lover in anything but a happy state of mind.
To be
continued